Its been a long while since ive been here ! And somewhat hard in coming back !
Your all often in my thoughts!
Wanted to say hi to everyone in j~land !!!
Its been so long omg this is going to be a hard one!
My Family and i are well, we have been getting on with reality of being parents and trying to stay strong for the boys , there have been up and down days ! And Laila is always in our thoughts and of course the boys still mention her too.
She has definitley not been forgotten! we regulary go to the cemetary and take flowers and chimes and pretty garden ornaments to make her grave nice and pretty looking!!!
Its been 9 months since she has been gone and strangely enough i know she isnt here in person but she is with me (that sounds realy strange but i know what i mean) every night i say goodnight to her ! I go to sleep looking at the picture of me holding her in my arms so in a way she is still very close to me and im glad for that feeling!
My husbands daughter delivered her baby on friday she had a little boy! we visited them both in the hospital (that felt strange but i was ok and didnt feel in the slightest broody at all.lol this makes me laugh cause i say to myself how can i be maternal when im not to other babies that are not my own.lol one day maybe ill work that one out!
My sister is getting married on saturday and i wish her and terry the very best of a happy life together ~ she deserves to be happy~ So a big congrats mandy and terry will be thinking of you both and will see you the following week!!! (best get making your card now) .lol.
I do have some news and will share it with you all soon......
im going to close on that note!
I wish everyone well in j~land
I have enjoyed my short while on here again , just typing away not giving a care in the world!
Take care all xxxxxxxxhugs kerryanne xxxxxxxxxx
